Saturday, January 28, 2006

"If i cud correct my mistakes,i wud correct the mistake of when i started to breathe"..she sed tat..i felt like breakin down when i heard it..coz i felt the same..my heart churns tat i feel tat way n it churns evenmore noeing tat she feels the same..= ( ..it hurts..
My heart feels like its screamin..banging my chest tryin to escape from the torture its facing..it feels like its bleeding..its gettin deeper..bigger..a hole.....i wish u cud c it,without me showing it to u...
its sumtimes jus sucks..when ur hoping for sumtin tat will jus never happen..hoping u wud be accept as sumtin more than wad u are now...accepted as more than friends..but yet it rocks at the same time,when ur eyes are locked with each other..when u feel like ur drownin but ur not strugglin to get up..u jus wanna sink...
Sumtimes my heart takes control of my mind n actions..and tats dangerous coz it can lead to depression n even suicide...but it takes common sense to realise tat being depressed is stupid..Y be down when u have friends tat will owes have ur back..family tat care for u ..activities to fill up ur life n most importantly God lookin down on u..u soon realise tat theres nothin to be sad about...until u c her not acknowledgin u the way u want her too...love hurts..it hurts bad